.Thursday, August 7, 2008 Y
OMG!HEY, can you believe this?
I'm back to blogging.
It's not that i'm so free, but i just need to rant my thoughts somewhere.
And writing to me is sucha chore!
LIFE DID NOT FAIL TO SURPRISE ME.
Especially the period when i stopped blogging.
YEAH.
There's WAY TOO MUCH that i wanna say.
But i'll briefly tell.
Got into TP LRM.
Boring course.
Got into TP DANCE ENSEMBLE.
Tamp Poly was my most visited area then.
Absent for school many times in a row.
2 warning letters issued.
Took 8 MCs up to date.
But i stopped this shit already!
OH!
And ive got a dance crew: DETONATION.
Stopped contact with Nizam ever since i stopped blogging.
I don't know what happened.
I was feeling quite miserable then.
But managed to pull through with the help of my friends.
Especially Lester, Faizal and Siti.
Lester became my best buddy before ciggarette buds.
He's my course mate, neighbour and also my girlfriend.
Faizal loves to suck bird and make lion dance beats.
He's my slightly further away neighbour and kukubandung.
Siti is my baby and my girlie.
She's from my dance crew! but lives at jurong?!
With them, i survived this lonely life.
Started adapting to it.
Of course, on the way there were much more shits.
I still felt lost but was too busy to bother.
Juggling school, school proj, TP dance prac, my crew dance prac, school presentations,
AND 2 freakin jobs.
Im now working in Inline Culture,
the rival of SKATESPORTS, where i originally was from.
what the heck.
And im also working in Goodwood park Hotel,
BANQUET waitress/bartender.
gonna be working for the F1 event as bar-maid too!
The pay damn sui uh!
LATEST HAPPENINGS
Last Friday, 1Aug
I was piss drunk.
Probably unconscious for a few hours!
Told a boy to spar with me??
OMG!
and even when im drunk i managed to trick lester many times.
and i didnt even realise!
I swear i couldnt rmb a thing.
I rarely get DRUNK DRUNK,
BUT THIS TIME?
DEFINITELY.
who wouldnt be when (imagine,)
7pm at lucky plaza, half bottle of JD shared by 2 ppl (Lester and i) PURE.
thats more than 8 shots already.
Carlsberg special brew tall can, Lester and i share.
10pm, walk to Far East.
11pm, reach Serangoon gardens.
Went to Time in a Bottle bar.
Drank 1 jug of bourbon coke, shared by 4 ppl.
2 bottles of heineken, 3 ppl.
7-11, small bottle whisky. PURE.
played a card game, 4 ppl, Alex, Andrew, Lester and I.
I kept 'losing' so i kept drinking!
The alcohol has JUST only started to kick in.
Joel came down from his block and brought the HUGE bottle of Absolute Vodka Peach.
We has only one bottle of Peel Fresh orange juice.
Played another game and within half an hour ABEHS!
From this moment i cant rmb a thing!
heh!
Woke up at Lester's place sleeping on his bed with my shoes on.
His mother had to wake me up at about 1030am.
Still drunk and walked home.
Saturday, went to ECP with Faizal, Lester,Ayie and friends...
Played sea sports!
Kayaking.
Lepak lepak.
Went home early as i still felt really sick.
Damn the hangover!
Sunday, went to the beach ECP again with siti, lester, faizal and ethel.
Lepak, swam for few hours.
Lepak under block at about 9pm.
Talk cock and went home.
Still hung over.
And just this Tues somehow i was having trouble sleeping.
I kept thinking of him.
About how we met and all.
Like out of the blue?
Stayed up till 5am!
Perhaps God was trying to hint something to me.
BECAUSE,
I woke up on wednesday seeing a msg from Tambi, telling me that HE is with him at TP!
So i rushed to school.
School starts at 2pm.
Went at 1, saw him for abit.
But he had to get back to work.
So i went for comm skills.
Was so distracted when i had to do my indiv presentation to the class.
Class finished at 4.
Waited for him with lester till 7.30.
We talked, finally after 6 months.
It was so tension and weird.
Awkward and yea.
Asked him everything i wanted to find out.
Was happy yet sad at the same time?
I dont know how to express how i feel!
But anws, I was VERY happy to see him again.
Didnt think he would want to too.
But i was wrong.
AND im confused now because of the certain circumstances he is in.
I made it halfway through.
When every lucky stick i wished to forget him, 1 out of all i prayed to see him.
And it happened.
He brought back the memories and changed me again.
I don't know what to do because I don't feel the same.
SIGH.
im at home alone now.
Was home the entire day.
Many things happened today.
I didnt go to school again.
IM CONFUSED.
I better go get ready!
Gonna be catching a movie with lester and faizal after this.
WAIT FOR YOU?
another fragment.6:43 PM
