finally blogging again!
I'm at work again.
CJ, Usop and Ayie here!
hahha.
almost 2 hours has passed!
YAY!

haha. anws, i havent mentioned, i got a new Job at CHIJMES.
At Esmirada restaurant/bar.
As a waitress/bartender!
Cant wait to start work.
The pay is sweet!

IM SO FUCKING BROKE NOW.
im left with 5bucks.
for the rest of the God damn week.
even my bank is close to empty.
my mum's bday just passed on 15sept.
her present cost quite a sum!
Fossil watch!
haha.
Went to clarke quay with CJ, lester, omar and of course my mum.
went to crazy elephant to drink on my mum's bday on mon.
haha.
i think it was my first time going to clarke quay on a monday sia!

ANWS, brb.
im gonna go help/teach usop how to skate!

gar gar im at work now!
Inline Culture ECP!

Had micro econs this morn!
It really sucked!
Considering i stayed at home the rest of the earlier week stayin home and studyin!
IM SO BORED.
and i hope i can at least pass microecons.

And im at work now studying Organisational Behaviour.
The god damn exam is on monday.
I hope i dont have to take any sub papers man!
I already bloody screwed up Comm skills seh.
I had many As for the module but the actual exam itself i was stuck somehow.
wtf.
damn angry wth myself.

OKAY!
Cant wait for after work!
probably gonna meet lester and faizal at cineleisure orchard!
somehow i miss the skins ppl.
wanna go drink with them.
haha, i love BIG drinking groups when everyone goes crazy together.

Anws, might watch a movie later!
4bia or Hunting party!

OHHHH!
I forgot to mention!
Last saturday after work here i went to cine with lester and faizal!
bumped into afiq and cassie.
hmm kecoh!
watched midnight meat train.
It was awesomely gruesome!
hhaha even lester and faizal was trembling.


k i feel mt posts are getting more boring.
I shall stop here and continue studyin!

Tmr working AGAIN!
siala, juggling studies and work!


K CHAO!

OKAY!

I'm at home on a bloody friday.
mmm.
That's really NEW to me!



WEDNESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATIKA BABY!
oh its her 18th birthday this day.

Okay got up early and editted the slides for comm skills presentation.
Got to school and met up with my group mates at TP library.
I actually wore the white shirt and heels to school!
except that i wore grey skinnies instead of the skirt.

HAHA!

Okay, went to comm skills at 2pm.
We were the second group to present, which is also the last.
Dylon as usual was being such a bitch and asking ridiculous questions to provoke us.
WTF. mothafucka.
Went for OB class after.
BORING, oh i got a B for course work.
And a B+ for the group work.
Went home after school.
Stayed home all day.
Was supposed to meet andrew but did not.
He wanted his bagpack back but it was with faizal.
Faizal can only reach home about 845pm.
mmhmm.
Decided to wait for my mum to come home and have dinner together.
After dinner i told my mum i was goin out to meet friends at tamp mall but she didnt allow for some reason.
And which goes to say that i was bloody home the entire day?!
Argued with her and suddenly she got emotional and cried.
I was already so stressed out with some friendship problems and she still wanted to quarrel!
So i just left home and went downstairs to meet faizal after he sent the bag to andrew.
We met and talked for abit.

THEN DENI CALLED!
Ajak me to ECP her class BBQ.
So i went there alone.
Had lotsa fun that night.
Had a nice heart to heart talk with her.
OMG her classmates fucking gerek ah!
RP students.
I should be in RP.
FUCKK.

Drank one bottle of whisky, both of us shared.
Deni was kinda high.

Crazy thing i did was to stay up all night there.
And i supposedly have school on thursday from 11-6pm.
mmhmm!
WAY TO GO ME! yay! (sarcasm.)
Stayed up and watched the sunrise.
It was beautiful but some stupid big cloud was bloody blocking our view of the sun.
k whatever.
After that we left ECP and she went to meet her BF.
I took a bus to bedok with fadley then took bus 28 to tamp polyclinic.
Took an MC for that day.
It wasnt because i was tired!
In fact i was OVER HYPED on thursday.
But i didnt feel like studyin.


THURSDAY
So i came home about 11am.
Lepak and fell asleep till 730pm.
I was supposed to meet my friend and 6 but i totally paitao!
Even faizal called me like a million times on my house phone to wake me up.
But i couldnt hear A THING.
My hp had 28 msges and 16 miss calls.
WOW!

Haha. I got ready in a hurry and left to go to katong to collect my pay.
Met Kat at parkway.
Then went to Marina Square and caught a movie.
Meet Dave.
Its a freakin hilarious show.
Dad said he'll pick me up half past 12.
But didnt get back to me till 2am.
I was calling and calling!

GRRR.
Drank a little, carlsberg. (probably the best beer in the world!)
Walked to Victoria Concert Hall lepak and took a cab home.
Came home about 3!
K.O. again.


FRIDAY
Woke up at 1030.
Lazed around.
Studied for BCS exam tmr at noon!
fuck its a major exam and im fucking doing last min things as usual.
Studied and ate and ate.
And study again.
Ive got about 7 topics to go?
Only covered 3.
Im dead.
And ive got my freakin room to pack and clean up.
Its in a mess!!

And now taking a short break and getting back to work.
Shall update this post later with photos!

Just got home!

Stayed home on monday.
Left home only about 8pm.
Went drinking with friends at siglap Georges.
Made many new friends.
Nothing much.
Went home around 3.
Bloody slept only around 4.30 cos i was on the line with WAN!

Mum managed to wake me up by 730am with a COLD wet towel over my face.
Can you believe this though?
The day i make effort to go for BCS 3hour class,
and i found out attendance is optional for TODAY.
So yeah.
Class starts at 9am to 12pm.
I went to class only seeing two of my classmates.
AND wow.
Stayed in class doing my Comm Skills presentation slides!
Ive got a major group presentation tmr!
Had lunch in school and went home.
Fell asleep all the way till 530.
Got ready and left for DANCE at school again.
Today was Rahim's class.
IT WAS GREAT!
Finally dancing again. Its been more than 2 weeks ive not went for dance class or even go prac with my crew.
Had dance till 8plus.
Went to changi airport to send MARTAN off!
OMG i miss him already!
Its like i cant believe im feelin it since ive only known him for a short while.
Another skins fella gone.
Im kinda new anws.
Lepak with Faizal and Lester at the usual place for awhile then went home.
Gotta be up by 1030 tmr!

Feelin kinda upset about something.

Independence.
Yeah, gonna rant till here.

CHAO!

BACK TO SQUARE ONE.
false hopes.

At least now i know its not hanging!
GRRRRR.

Its a boring monday.
I cant believe i actually woke up at noon!
Early or what!
Im home now, just had my mum's homecooked lunch.
Its been awhile since ive had a meal at home!

Anws, that thursday went to lester's house after the movie!
We watched LOVE GURU.
Its damn lame i swear!
Anws, went to lester's place and watched a 'movie' online.
GANGSTER 15.
People those who havent watched it go see it.
Its hilarious.
Though its mostly chinese and hokkien.
HAHA! Didnt really understand either.
Went home about 4am.

Friday.
Didnt go to school.
Couldnt bloody wake up!
Went to Orchard with Faizal and Lester.
We went shopping!
We both bought a shirt each from BILLBOARD.
blahblah, went to meet SKINS ppl at far east.
Huge bunch,
Andrew, Daniel, Selena, Mel, Alex, Willy, Martan, Nicole, Ashton, Hong...
All of us went to lucky plaza to drink at the rooftop.
OMG, Hong threw a water bomb from the 8th storey down!
and it hit a handle bar and exploded on EVERYONE!
OMG!

Anws, after that we went to Serangoon to drink some more.
Went to Time in a Bottle.
Met NATRU!
MY bestest friend's sister!
Anws, alot of 'bad' stuff happened this day.
Andrew, lester and i were facing our own probs.

Lester then left to meet Fel around 3?
Then Faizal went home.
And i went to Balcony Bar with Natasha and Fabian & friends.
Then we headed to boat quay BOSS.
Natasha and i were trying to escape from Fabian so we came out with a plot.
Met Esh at BOSS!
Free entry drinks all.
Danced!
Then we headed to BEDROOM since it closes at 9am.
Met Afiq for awhile!
And i bumped into my cous, vannessa too.
Cabbed home, met faizal at my playground.

Saturday
Woke up at bloody 5.30pm.
The usual thing happened so i'll just summarise, went drinking again!
Around clarke quay area.
Reached home about 8am.

Sunday
Was forced to wake up by my mum.
Went to Vivo city with my family.
Watched a Gala premier movie, 12 Lotus.
Quite cool uh the show, touching.
My mum knows one of the actress so she got the ticks for free.
After that bumped into the skins ppl.
We were all supposed to head to Sentosa.
But in the end i met up withm Faizal at bugis since he said he went shopping alone.
Went to parkway, met Ayie.
Wanted to pierce my lower lips the snake bite thing.
Maybe later?
Akram offered to pierce for me.
Teman Ayie to Katong meet his other friends.
They went to play LAN.
wow, so faizal and i were staring at them play.

For 2 hours.
I was nicely dancing shiok sendiri uh.
After that Ayie came to Tamp.
Lester was supposed to meet us but he was too tired.
Well then Ayie was being a pain in the mother fucking ass.
He wouldnt let me rest my head on the table.
I've got photos to elaborate! haha!


Then went home about 3.30.
Dead flat.
Made PEACE at the end of the day.


And took awesome photos!






And now im home.
Uploading photos!
Probably gonna head to the gym later with Ayie all.

Spill later!

OMG!

HEY, can you believe this?
I'm back to blogging.
It's not that i'm so free, but i just need to rant my thoughts somewhere.
And writing to me is sucha chore!

LIFE DID NOT FAIL TO SURPRISE ME.
Especially the period when i stopped blogging.
YEAH.
There's WAY TOO MUCH that i wanna say.
But i'll briefly tell.

Got into TP LRM.
Boring course.
Got into TP DANCE ENSEMBLE.
Tamp Poly was my most visited area then.
Absent for school many times in a row.
2 warning letters issued.
Took 8 MCs up to date.
But i stopped this shit already!

OH!
And ive got a dance crew: DETONATION.










































Stopped contact with Nizam ever since i stopped blogging.
I don't know what happened.
I was feeling quite miserable then.
But managed to pull through with the help of my friends.
Especially Lester, Faizal and Siti.

Lester became my best buddy before ciggarette buds.
He's my course mate, neighbour and also my girlfriend.
Faizal loves to suck bird and make lion dance beats.
He's my slightly further away neighbour and kukubandung.
Siti is my baby and my girlie.
She's from my dance crew! but lives at jurong?!

With them, i survived this lonely life.
Started adapting to it.
Of course, on the way there were much more shits.

I still felt lost but was too busy to bother.
Juggling school, school proj, TP dance prac, my crew dance prac, school presentations,
AND 2 freakin jobs.

Im now working in Inline Culture,
the rival of SKATESPORTS, where i originally was from.
what the heck.

And im also working in Goodwood park Hotel,
BANQUET waitress/bartender.
gonna be working for the F1 event as bar-maid too!
The pay damn sui uh!


LATEST HAPPENINGS

Last Friday, 1Aug
I was piss drunk.
Probably unconscious for a few hours!
Told a boy to spar with me??
OMG!
and even when im drunk i managed to trick lester many times.
and i didnt even realise!
I swear i couldnt rmb a thing.
I rarely get DRUNK DRUNK,
BUT THIS TIME?
DEFINITELY.

who wouldnt be when (imagine,)
7pm at lucky plaza, half bottle of JD shared by 2 ppl (Lester and i) PURE.
thats more than 8 shots already.
Carlsberg special brew tall can, Lester and i share.
10pm, walk to Far East.
11pm, reach Serangoon gardens.
Went to Time in a Bottle bar.
Drank 1 jug of bourbon coke, shared by 4 ppl.
2 bottles of heineken, 3 ppl.
7-11, small bottle whisky. PURE.
played a card game, 4 ppl, Alex, Andrew, Lester and I.
I kept 'losing' so i kept drinking!
The alcohol has JUST only started to kick in.
Joel came down from his block and brought the HUGE bottle of Absolute Vodka Peach.
We has only one bottle of Peel Fresh orange juice.
Played another game and within half an hour ABEHS!
From this moment i cant rmb a thing!
heh!

Woke up at Lester's place sleeping on his bed with my shoes on.
His mother had to wake me up at about 1030am.
Still drunk and walked home.

Saturday, went to ECP with Faizal, Lester,Ayie and friends...
Played sea sports!
Kayaking.
Lepak lepak.
Went home early as i still felt really sick.
Damn the hangover!

Sunday, went to the beach ECP again with siti, lester, faizal and ethel.
Lepak, swam for few hours.
Lepak under block at about 9pm.
Talk cock and went home.
Still hung over.

And just this Tues somehow i was having trouble sleeping.
I kept thinking of him.
About how we met and all.
Like out of the blue?
Stayed up till 5am!

Perhaps God was trying to hint something to me.
BECAUSE,
I woke up on wednesday seeing a msg from Tambi, telling me that HE is with him at TP!
So i rushed to school.
School starts at 2pm.
Went at 1, saw him for abit.
But he had to get back to work.
So i went for comm skills.
Was so distracted when i had to do my indiv presentation to the class.
Class finished at 4.
Waited for him with lester till 7.30.
We talked, finally after 6 months.
It was so tension and weird.
Awkward and yea.
Asked him everything i wanted to find out.
Was happy yet sad at the same time?
I dont know how to express how i feel!
But anws, I was VERY happy to see him again.
Didnt think he would want to too.
But i was wrong.

AND im confused now because of the certain circumstances he is in.
I made it halfway through.
When every lucky stick i wished to forget him, 1 out of all i prayed to see him.
And it happened.

He brought back the memories and changed me again.
I don't know what to do because I don't feel the same.

SIGH.
im at home alone now.
Was home the entire day.
Many things happened today.
I didnt go to school again.

IM CONFUSED.


I better go get ready!
Gonna be catching a movie with lester and faizal after this.

WAIT FOR YOU?

OVERLOAD!
too much to say.
too much to do.
too much to rmb.
too little time.


OKAY.
my world revolves afew things,
what i rmb are the below:
club.
drink.
EC(only those who know will know what it is.).
job-hunting.
dance.
clothes.
atika.
jurong.
tampines.
city hall.
bugis.
FOOD.
next chill.

from last week till this week thats all ive done.
going to start work near redhill, henderson area as event co-ordinator.
also gonna start work at the Airport Harry's bar.



Tmr is glenna's bday chalet!
I have to;
1. photocopy my ic and bankbook. paste my photo on the enrolment thing. bring it to TP.
2. get glenna's present.
3. pass atika the charger.
4. collect heroes season2 DVD from deni's place.
5. meet nizam.
6. head to airport.
7. head to aloha loyang chalet.



okay, today.
attended dance class at AMORE at bugis.
belly dancing. first time!
had interview at henderson industrial building which atika and i took ages to find.
bumped into SHANE PASCOE and ZARITH at bugis.
met Nizam, Zul and friends.
went home.
oh yes not to mention taking photo in that dumb photo ID booth thing.
OMG i cant believe atika was peeping at me and burst our laughing.
busted!

heh.
gonna do some work-out now and head to bed!

:D
night!



atika and deni i miss u!

Valerie Michelle/ Amirah
14 november
Temasek Poly
friendster
TP Dance
Band- WEEKEND SMOKER
Basist/ guitarist/ vocalist

.1000bucks to pay up my hp bill!
.new sling bag
.RED PSP
.digicam
.gray hoodie
.quiksilver string bagpack
.blue skinnies
.more tees
.new hp
.new shoe for dance!

Atika
Mira
Sinyi
Putty